hailey's MindSay Blog http://theotherhailey.mindsay.com hailey - MindSay Blog http://theotherhailey.mindsay.com/the_dreaded_decision.mws theotherhailey 2007-12-26T09:12:41-05:00 <![CDATA[the dreaded decision]]> http://theotherhailey.mindsay.com/the_dreaded_decision.mws i'm refusing to read what i wrote below - i forgot the thoughts and here i am with new thoughts.

unfortunately i have decided to continue seeing Mr. J (just initials based on his faith, easier to give a...

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]]> http://www.mindsay.com/comments/theotherhailey/the_dreaded_decision.mws http://theotherhailey.mindsay.com/just_when_i_thought.mws theotherhailey 2007-12-25T02:12:48-05:00 <![CDATA[just when i thought...]]> http://theotherhailey.mindsay.com/just_when_i_thought.mws three incidents (includes mind and reality)

first - yesterday evening, christmas eve gathering

we went to a local...

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]]> http://www.mindsay.com/comments/theotherhailey/just_when_i_thought.mws http://theotherhailey.mindsay.com/thank_u_the_drama_goes_on_later_hope_not.mws theotherhailey 2007-12-24T07:12:35-05:00 <![CDATA[thank u... the drama goes on later? hope not...]]> http://theotherhailey.mindsay.com/thank_u_the_drama_goes_on_later_hope_not.mws heartfelt thanks to k10 and nymphadora95 for ur thoughts and support - in many sense. feels...

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]]> http://www.mindsay.com/comments/theotherhailey/thank_u_the_drama_goes_on_later_hope_not.mws http://theotherhailey.mindsay.com/im_just_a_disaster.mws theotherhailey 2007-12-23T10:12:55-05:00 <![CDATA[i'm just a disaster]]> http://theotherhailey.mindsay.com/im_just_a_disaster.mws a while ago, i walked home with tears flowing on my cheeks.
before that, i was with him (see post below).
i know i'm not young anymore. 25. he's 31.

but is it wrong to want a 'not too fast'...

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]]> http://www.mindsay.com/comments/theotherhailey/im_just_a_disaster.mws http://theotherhailey.mindsay.com/my_first_date_in_the_looooogest_time.mws theotherhailey 2007-12-22T11:12:44-05:00 <![CDATA[my first date in the looooogest time]]> http://theotherhailey.mindsay.com/my_first_date_in_the_looooogest_time.mws i went out on a date last evening. he's really gorgeous, nice and very gentlemen. he even helped me hold my coat so i could put it on after the dinner and also after we're done with drinks with other foreigners at a...

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]]> http://www.mindsay.com/comments/theotherhailey/my_first_date_in_the_looooogest_time.mws http://theotherhailey.mindsay.com/bored.mws theotherhailey 2007-12-22T04:12:16-05:00 <![CDATA[bored]]> http://theotherhailey.mindsay.com/bored.mws my english channels are still missing. i really feel so damn bored in this lonely apartment.

if only i could turn back the clock and perhaps things won't be this way... but then again all things happened...

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]]> http://www.mindsay.com/comments/theotherhailey/bored.mws http://theotherhailey.mindsay.com/empty_apartment.mws theotherhailey 2007-12-22T01:12:50-05:00 <![CDATA[empty apartment]]> http://theotherhailey.mindsay.com/empty_apartment.mws i wish i could leave the tv on but the programmes are all in chinese and it's driving me crazy. when i turn it off, the apartment gets all quiet and lonely it also drives me crazy.

and i wonder why am i so...

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]]> http://www.mindsay.com/comments/theotherhailey/empty_apartment.mws http://theotherhailey.mindsay.com/my_2007_a_mess_perhaps_perhaps.mws theotherhailey 2007-12-22T12:12:41-05:00 <![CDATA[my 2007 - a mess? perhaps... perhaps...]]> http://theotherhailey.mindsay.com/my_2007_a_mess_perhaps_perhaps.mws i can't believe it's almost the end of 2007.

2007 is a very, dramatic year for me. very dramatic. fall-outs with jake and the undying truth that my weird relationship with kayne proved fatal when he slept...

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]]> http://www.mindsay.com/comments/theotherhailey/my_2007_a_mess_perhaps_perhaps.mws http://theotherhailey.mindsay.com/?entry=6 theotherhailey 2007-12-21T11:12:37-05:00 <![CDATA[bourne]]> http://theotherhailey.mindsay.com/?entry=6 finally got about to watching bourne (again, x the millionth time). but it's different this time as it's my first dvd being watched since i got here. well i'm going to keep my location to myself because not like it...

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]]> http://www.mindsay.com/comments/theotherhailey/6 http://theotherhailey.mindsay.com/sick_of_facebook_i_want_something_real.mws theotherhailey 2007-12-21T08:12:59-05:00 <![CDATA[sick of facebook - i want something real]]> http://theotherhailey.mindsay.com/sick_of_facebook_i_want_something_real.mws i'm actually googling 'random chat' because i'm just so bored and i'm seeking mindless chats just to pass time. something's wrong and i can't watch any dvds and it's driving me insane.

if you're up for...

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